The shadow side is merely the aspect which you have judge unacceptable

The shadow side is merely the aspect which you have judge unacceptable
06/30/2013 by John Smallman


You are all one.  And that is becoming apparent to ever more of humanity in every moment.  The rate of growth of this awareness is phenomenal!  Never before on Earth has there been such an amazing and effective awakening process.  It is ongoing, unstoppable, and naturally, because it is divinely willed its ultimate completion is ensured.  There are a few who will stubbornly resist awakening, and their choice to remain asleep will be absolutely honored until they change their minds, as eventually they will.  In the end no one gets left behind or abandoned because God’s Will, with which your wills are becoming increasingly aligned, is always perfectly accomplished.

To align your wills with God’s is your task as humans, but you were created one with Him so your wills are already aligned with His; you have just lost your awareness of this.  At your centers, at the deepest levels of yourselves you know all this, but you are also intensely aware of your unloving attitudes, thoughts, words, and actions – the illusory attitudes and behaviors in which humanity always seems to engage – and you know, truly and deeply know, beyond any shadow of a doubt that they are not and never can be in alignment with the will of God.  That is terrifying, and so you refuse to acknowledge them, burying them instead beneath the level of conscious awareness that you maintain while operating in the illusion.  It is a massive state of denial that requires enormous amounts of your energy to uphold and maintain.  When something arises that seems likely to dissolve that state of denial or undermine it, you go into a massive defense mode to protect yourselves from the seeming horror of uncovering that hidden knowledge.

But the flame of divine Love burning constantly within each one of you is intensifying as it is being fed by the divine field of Love enveloping the planet and all the life that she supports.  The foundations of that massive state of denial are therefore crumbling inexorably, and what you have attempted to hide from yourselves will be acknowledged.  Acknowledgment releases it … and then you will breathe a sigh of relief as you realize that what had so terrified you was unreal.  You are Love – because it is from Love that you were created, and anything not in alignment with Love, with God’s holy Will is unreal, does not exist. All your fears are, and always have been, groundless.



Do not fear your “shadow” side.  The shadow side of your nature is merely the aspect that holds thoughts, ideas, desires, or impulses which you have judged unacceptable, evil, sinful, and then buried out of sight in your unconscious for fear that you might act on them.  They have no power over you and are quite normal thought forms that occur to humans as an aspect of the separated state that is the illusion.  It may well be inadvisable to act on some of them, but there is no danger that you would do so inadvertently as long as you acknowledge them and are aware of them.  However, when you keep them buried and hidden they develop a need to be seen, exposed, which you may sense and deal with by battening down the hatches on them, burying them more deeply in your unconscious.  Eventually they will burst into your conscious awareness, and when they do you can find yourself unable to restrain yourself from behaving as they suggest, or fearing that you will be unable to restrain yourself.

Instead of waiting for them to explode unexpectedly into your consciousness, address all those uncomfortable issues that you have been avoiding – thoughts that you might believe are sinful, offensive to God, that might drive you to do something bad, or whatever else comes up – and by looking at them and acknowledging them you will find that they have no power over you at all.  Then you can release them easily and enjoy the sense of peace it brings you.

Thoughts occur.  They are part of the collective illusion, and they float around quite freely.  Just observe them and let them pass.  You do that all the time in your daily lives: “I need to get bread … actually no I don’t, we still have some.” or “How dare that car cut me out! I’ll give it the finger! No! He’s just a bit stressed out … I won’t react.”  You always have a choice to engage or not, so do not fear your hidden impulses; just observe them as you do with normal thought processes and then decide freely whether or not you wish or need to engage with them.  Hiding your shadow side from yourself gives it power, but as soon as you disclose it to yourself its apparent power over you evaporates.

When you take your daily quiet time ask your guides to help you with this, to show you what you need to address.  Then be silent, still, and wait for an intuitive nudge to show you the way forwards to acknowledge and release all that has been troubling you.  That is why we are with you, accompanying you on your homewards journey, so that we can help you find your divine center, recognize that you are loved, and assist you with issues that can appear insoluble.  Ask us, we are here to help you, and we love to do so.

With so very much love, Saul.

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You have no idea of the wonders that await you

You have no idea of the wonders that await you
06/16/2013 by John Smallman

When the moment for humanity’s awakening arrives – as it most surely will because it is God’s Will – joy and amazement will engulf you all.  You have no idea of the wonders that await you – wonders that will uplift and inspire even the most skeptical among you.  Once humanity has awakened you will find yourselves in a different world, one that has changed out of all recognition, and yet, it will also be the same world!  That is indeed a paradox, one that you will understand with absolute clarity when you have awakened, but for now you will just have to accept that it is beyond your understanding.  This is because the illusion, your present world experience, has severely limited your awareness and your intelligence; it is, as you know, an environment of limitation.  When you awaken, the limitations will have gone and infinite knowledge will be available to you.  All you will have to do is to choose the field of knowledge which you wish to embrace and your understanding will instantly be complete.

Living without laws or limits, as you will be doing – the laws of science, physics, human laws, religious laws, in fact, any kind of law or limit you can possibly imagine – is most wonderfully freeing.  In Reality, in Heaven there are no laws or limits because all life, all consciousness, all sentient beings are perfectly and completely in alignment with the Will of God.  It is the only Will, and It is utterly free – an impossible concept for you to grasp as you strive and struggle with the constant laws and limits that a human existence imposes upon you.  This infinite freedom provides an environment of boundless harmony in which all that exists melds and integrates in an endless selection of creative opportunities that complement and add to each other in the enormous and constantly expanding field of divine energy – Love – whose never-ending beauty and wonder will ceaselessly delight and astonish you.

Does this perhaps sound too good to be true?  I assure you that it is not.  It is the limits with which the illusion has basically ensnared you which make it beyond the bounds of possibility for you to imagine the wonders of God’s Domain that awaits your awakening.  Know that what God has created by His Will is for your everlasting joy, and that nothing can prevent even one of you from being an essential, inseparable and totally aware and fully conscious aspect of that state: eternal Oneness with your Father.

Your Father’s greatest joy is to see His children happy.  It is also His Will, and so this happiness will come into being, forever.  Any fears, worries, or anxieties that may disturb you – such as feeling unworthy of His Love; of being a grave sinner whom He can never forgive; or just plain wondering why He should be interested in you or care for you at all – can be dismissed because each one of you is dearly loved. . . because you are you.  You need do nothing to prepare yourselves or make yourselves acceptable to Him.  He created you perfect; all of creation is perfect; and there is no way that you can improve on that.  Just let go of fear and all the unloving and fearful thoughts that pop into your minds.  Focus on Love, His eternal Love for you, and remind yourselves whenever doubts or anxieties arise that His Will is for you to be eternally happy.

Your experiences of unhappiness, dissatisfaction, pain and suffering are all of the illusion – imaginary states that you constructed and which no longer serve you. When you offer love in every situation you will discover very quickly how rewarding it can be.  You do not need to go around telling people that you love them; just hold love for them in your hearts while neither attacking them nor defending yourselves.  Doing that completely alters your individual energy fields, making them safe and welcoming to all, and others will feel this even if they are not consciously aware of it.  You are beings of Love, so to do this is to recognize and embrace your natural state.  As you do, all doubts and anxieties will just fall away and your energy fields will clear so that you feel buoyant, uplifted, confident in just being yourselves, and that is how you are meant to feel.

You are not and never have been responsible for how others feel.  Each of you is responsible for how you yourself feel.  If you offer only love, then you will feel good about yourselves.  When you see others who are unhappy, suffering, you will feel compassion, empathy for them, but you need not and should not embrace their suffering: it helps neither of you.  When you can give them some time – you do not need to give anyone all of your time – be present for them, listen to them, without interrupting to offer guidance or advice, and your quiet presence will be very healing for them.  If they should ask for advice offer it, but sparingly, because you will never be able to fully understand what they need, and just a few kind words will present them with new perceptions to enable them to release whatever is causing them pain.

All are one, but by not being loving you shut yourselves off from that divine state and anxieties flood in to disturb you.  Feelings that disturb you are an indication that you need to focus on being loving, thus opening yourselves to engage with the divine field of Love in which you are eternally immersed.  As you have so often been told, Love is the answer to every problem, to every issue, and enables you to find solutions that work for everyone involved.  Dismiss your fears by intentionally and very consciously opening to the divine field of Love which envelops you in every moment of your eternal existence, thus allowing your guides to help you see things more clearly and leading to the resolution of issues with which you have been concerned.  It is likely that the solution that results will not be what you had expected, because frequently your expectations, your ideas of what needs to occur are not in alignment with Love’s solution, the only viable solution.

Let Love resolve your issues and problems by letting them go and handing them over to the divine Wisdom that will compassionately and gently show you the way forwards.

With so very much love, Saul.

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Spring is in the air, and so is change of a most magnificent kind

Spring is in the air, and so is change of a most magnificent kind
Through John Smallman

The Oneness that is God has all of creation enfolded within It; It is the infinite field of divine Love where all Wisdom, all Knowledge, all Consciousness has its eternal existence. It is a state of utter joy, peace, and contentment, where no one is, or can ever be in any way, bereft. It is Reality, where all are free to create abundantly with the skills and abilities that God has bestowed upon them, and delight in the results.

It is into this sublime state that humanity is to awaken. Your present state of sleep, constantly interrupted by dreams and nightmares that you experience as real and substantive, no longer serves you, and so you have chosen to wake up into the refreshing, stimulating, and exhilarating state of wonder from which you chose to briefly hide yourselves but a moment ago. It seems to you that you have been experiencing this imaginary reality for a very long time – and in “time” you have – but it has been only momentary, as you will discover when you wake up. And then your joy and amazement will be boundless and unceasing. Reality is always amazing because it places you in the Presence of the infinite, all-loving Source, which created you solely to experience eternal joy, amazement, and wonder — and so you will.


Many of you are feeling out of sorts, bored with the lives you are presently experiencing, and wondering if there is any way to improve them, to make them satisfying and uplifting, while you see all around you people, loved ones, strangers, even yourselves, struggling with anxiety and suffering which, it seems, continues interminably, and for which there appears to be no relief. In fact, you have come to see the illusion for what it is: a place in which those states are endemic. You want to wake up, you intend to wake up, and daily more and more are making the choice to do so and thereby changing the collective will of humanity. As the collective will changes, your dissatisfaction intensifies, because your awareness of the unacceptability of the present living conditions of so many on Earth becomes far clearer. To allow such painful life experiences for so much of humanity to continue unresolved has become unacceptable to you.

It is that intent, that desire that is intensifying and thereby ensuring that the collective intent of humanity changes, and it is that collective intent that creates the space, the environment in which you find yourselves. Spring is in the air, and so is change of a most magnificent kind. The power of your collective intent is immense, and whereas until recently it had been scattered, divided, angry, and fearful, it is now coming into alignment with a loving intent to establish peace, health, and abundance for all on the planet through harmonious cooperation and understanding. Since December last year an enormous shift in intent has occurred all across the world, and the effects of that are beginning to show.

It has become impossible for those who would control the world to accommodate their own self-centered agendas by keeping them hidden or under wraps any longer. The truth is coming out, and for those who would hide and suppress it, that is alarming; in fact, it is terrifying. But there is no going back; the veil of corporate secrecy has been lifted and is now being removed altogether.

Corporate secrecy has been a major but largely unacknowledged aspect of all your worldly organizations since time immemorial, and it is now in the process of being dissolved. Enormous worldly power centers are crumbling, and their collapse is imminent. That power has always been illusory, but because people generally believed in it and accepted it, it appeared to have substance.

As the information and the technology, which will make it possible to overcome disease permanently and provide abundantly for all on Earth while repairing the enormous planetary damage that has occurred over the last few hundred years, is made known and shared widely and freely, the ability to control large numbers of people through fear and the threat of confiscation of their assets will be removed. Each one of you is a sovereign being, created by God to enjoy to the full the fruits of life through the intelligence of consciousness, creativity, and harmonious cooperation, and you are now in the process of rediscovering and reclaiming for yourselves the respect and dignity of that inalienable state in which you were created.

As you have been told, over and over again, Love is the life-force, the power, and the creative drive which provides the answer to every question or problem that arises. Love accommodates, accepts, harmonizes, and integrates, smoothing the path to Unity by clarifying any issues that could cause division. Love is the gold standard which brings all into alignment so that conflict and disagreement cannot bring their destructive elements into play to disturb the eternally smooth-running brilliance of Reality. And Love is leading you steadily and inevitably towards your awakening. Let Love, your true nature, guide you in every moment, and experience the peace, along with the lack of stress and anxiety that doing so provides. It is your inalienable right!

Your loving brother, Jesus.

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